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My Barebacked Initiation Into Gay Love.

It had been several weeks since I had first heard of them, the bareback boys who gathered late at night and sought out experience and carnal pleasure that could not be found anywhere else. I knew of their club activities in hushed tones and I had heard of their exploits. But I had never joined them, until that night. I stepped into their forbidden rituals of forbidden passions, of risk and ecstasy, of wild abandon and uninhibited love. I was aware I was taking a risk, yet I opted to go forward.

I entered into a gay love affair that night, the kind of love affair that can only be found in the dark. I relinquished my inhibitions and inhibitions don’t usually survive the darkness. This initiation would break the boundaries of who I thought I was, or could be, and push me beyond the limits of my comfort zone. It was my barebacked initiation into gay love and it completely changed me.

Table of Contents

• 1. His Firm Manhood Filled Me with Desire
• 2. Taking that First Novel Step Together in the Bedroom
• 3. Exploring My Primal Need to Submit and Crave His Pleasure
• 4. Vowing to Reap the Rewards of Commitment and Love
• Wrapping Up

1. His Firm Manhood Filled Me with Desire

Taste and Touch

My gaze followed the curves of his godlike body with hungry delight. But it was his perfect figure that left my mouth aching to be filled with his cock. Dragging my hands along his smooth, defined torso, I could feel him twitch in anticipation. and my stomach with butterflies as I wrapped my fingers around it and felt it throb beneath my fingertips.

Arousal and Submission

I felt his breath on my shoulder as he guided me towards the bed, sending electric shocks through my body. With every inch that our skin touched, I felt myself surrendering to pure pleasure. I yearned to feel him explore every inch of me with his lips and tongue. Trembling from anticipation, I lay wanting and willing for his love to be unleashed upon me as I braced myself for an initiation into the depths of gay love.

2. Taking that First Novel Step Together in the Bedroom

Unerringly Uninhibited:

Spinning through nerves and anticipation, I enter the bedroom. His eyes behold mine like an endless funnel of lust. We step closer, and I find myself fully naked to his gaze. His strong embrace brings me in, but then it’s time for my initiation. He presses my body against his own – like an almost achingly tight embrace – as I let out my first, sharp gasp.

He cups my face delicately, initiating our first, timid kiss. As we deepen it, he moves my hips to the bed, and I’m suddenly beneath him. His bare body ripples against mine as I take in my first chance of intimacy with another man. His hands move across my body, making this experience one I’d never known before.

The Inner Fire:

His thrusts drive him deeper into me, and his body moves with an ever-increasing urgent need. Our bodies roll on the sheets with abstract speed, like freestyles strokes on a canvas of passion. Then, the sensation is too much – it’s like lightning had struck me deep – and I suddenly start to come undone. With each passionate push, I start to see glimmers of true potential in the beauty of ours together.

We never stop, and my wild surrender continues until he rings his own pleasure from me. I gasp one last time, catching my breath, as I’s wrapped in his strong embrace. As his body slowly gets off mine, I revel in the moment of pure elation and the certainty of true love-making that I’ve just experienced.

3. Exploring My Primal Need to Submit and Crave His Pleasure

Engulfed in His Pleasure

• His hard hips thrusting into me, unearthing hidden desires never known
• His rough hands exploring every inch of my body, stimulating my submission
• Giving in to his raw power washing away the instincts of modesty

The heat of his passion pulsating through me as I sink deep into his embrace. His scent intoxicating my every sense turning me into a helpless puppet of pleasure. For that fleeting moment, his hunger consumed me, sealing my fate, and I welcomed it with open arms. My heart was alive with a rapturous joy as wave after wave of indescribable pleasure overtook me. I was afire in wild sensations of passion and lust, willingly surrendering my body and mind to his desire – and there in his arms I found the unconditional acceptance I never knew I needed.

4. Vowing to Reap the Rewards of Commitment and Love

Dancing in the Bedroom

My partner and I embraced one another, swaying to a rhythm that only the two of us could hear. His warm breath ghosted along my shoulder, and his hands ran through my hair. We shuddered with delight, every caress sending electric shock waves throughout my body. His hardness pressed against my stomach and I blushed with anticipation, our love affair about to take a new form.

We still felt the same as before, but there was something more to this new passion. His fingertips glided from my neck, trailing down my chest and torso. His lips followed, planting soft kisses on every inch of me. The tenderness only increased as he slowly removed each article of clothing. We were soon standing in just boxers, both of us trembling with anticipation.

He touched me like no other had before. His hands wandered from my back down to my rear and then onto the curves of my buttocks. I gasped in pleasure as his fingers dipped between my cheeks, awakening sensations I never knew existed. His lips explored my neck, his tongue finding the spot I was sure to stay aroused. His manhood pushed against me, and I soon felt something else touching my skin – something smooth and warm. He was wearing a condom, and I was ready to take this final step.

We fell onto the bed, entwined in each other’s embrace. He pushed his hips forward with each tantalizing thrust, pushing me further and further into a world of pleasure. I grabbed his muscular body as I felt the orgasm approach, my nipples streaming with electricity and my stomach knotting in ecstasy. With a few more powerful thrusts, we finally reached our summit, filling the night air with our cries of joy.

We stayed in bed for what seemed like hours, our bodies still entwined as I took in every detail around us. I had just been initiated into the world of gay love, and I could not have been happier with it. My partner and I had made a commitment to each other, and the reward was far beyond our wildest expectations.

Wrapping Up

In that moment I surrendered to the ecstasy of the heat and connection between us. And my initiation — to the swirl of pleasure, sensuality, and tenderness that comes with the giving and receiving of love — was complete. This new journey has just begun, and I know it’s one I’ll never forget. My body and spirit now connected in its barebacked desire, I’m finally at home in my own skin. I’m a gay man with a heart fully alive.