The sun still blazed at midnight as I made my way through the crowded streets of Provincetown. Gay couples walked hand in hand, embracing the heat of the night in their own unique ways. I could feel the desire in the air, and suddenly no longer felt alone. I found myself surrounded by a community of men who shared my passions and were unashamed to express them. I found myself longing to be embraced in that same way, to experience it all and feel the warmth of the summer and its secrets.