The Berlin night air was electric– a heady mix of testosterone, sweat and pheromones. Muscle guys of all persuasions and flavors sought out new prospects, their bodies glistening in the dimly-lit club. It was a beautiful, amorous mix of flashlight and touch — and spilled beers and broken hearts. Here, beneath this big, gay umbrella, my soul felt free and I embraced the moment of unbridled lust.