The sweat-soaked, porn-drenched depths of a packed Amsterdam nightclub crawled with horny holidaying boys, all raring for their own filthy fantasies to come true. The thrum of hard bass and dazzling strobes worked like thrall for the night’s crescendoing orgy of shared bodies and hedonistic desires. For me, the night had turned sweetly to lust, pleasure aching in every penetrating gaze.